“…..For what is your life? It is even a VAPOR that appears for a little time and then vanishes away” James 4:14
I woke up this morning in the midst of my jubilee journey feeling extremely vulnerable. I had another stint in the hospital this week and the reality of how short life is really hit me. Its not the first time, but I need to entertain it now. Life is so so so short and I take it for granted so often. I guess most of us do, but few will admit to it.
I have even had three suicide attempts in my life because I allowed darkness and the cares of this world to choke life out of me. It was the love of God that kept me alive and told me to LIVE!
I find myself dreaming like I have never dreamed before as if I was only 18 years old; I wonder why God is giving me so many dreams at this ripened age of 50 years old. I have business ideas, creative art ideas, meeting new & interesting people, wearing make up and I am really groovy now….(smiling).
Most of all I deeply desire to travel the world and make a real difference in the lives of others. God has given me the grace and the boldness to GO wherever He directs me to go; its exciting!
I don’t know what the rest of my short life will be like, but I want to live this vapor and love God…love people…travel and create art.
Living The Vapor!