Empty Friendship – Truth Revealed

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Today I stopped trying to be ‘someone’ for somebody who never thought of me as anyone appreciated and important to them. Inside I know the space I had for them is now crushed and broken..

Let truth be spoken… In time it will be for the best…although I feel an emptiness…knowing what I considered worthwhile..proved shallow and unreal.

I’ve learned sometimes emotions seem clearer than perception….and eventually can lead to a heartbreaking revelation that someone cherished proves that their friendship was in fact deception.

I cry tears of realization that once again I believed the lies that were in disguise and covered up… Honesty was masked with coy flattery. Why was I so darn naive?

I can and will move on…but I won’t forget I was forgotten and actually believed a lie. Not a lie out of the mouth…but of the heart.

That piece of friendship is now torn apart….

I mustn’t be sorry for the encouragement and love I shared…because I know what I offered was itself a dare. A dare to let someone be a part of me…who didn’t find a reason to care.

Moments like these are rare… moments that I feel what I felt to be ‘nothing’ now and bare.

Thanks for the lesson learned…and always remembered.

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