WHY GOD? WHY?

Sometimes life can become so hard so fast without any warning. One minute all is well and prayers are being answered, slowly………but answered.And just when I am about to exhale…..BOOM! What just happened? Where did this come from?Life is unpredictable and uncontrollable; pain cannot be evaded no matter how hard we try to avoid it.HOPE can easily slip into the abyss if we don’t keep our eyes looking at the heart of God, our Father, who is ever present. Sometimes I forget to look at Him and I look the problem directly in its face and my gaze gets stuck. Suddenly the problem grows and grows and grows bigger and then it’s a giant. Now what? My human me rises up wanting to fix it and make it go away; BUT I MAKE IT BIGGER AND STRONGER. ๐Ÿ˜ŸThen my weaknesses and vulnerabilities become a visible reality and I fall to my knees creating my own ocean with my tears. Where are you Abba? Sometimes He answers…..truth be told….He answers 50% of the time for me. He uses to other 50% to build my faith (I guess). My human me don’t like His methods. ๐Ÿ˜WHY GOD WHY?????

On Bended Knees Today,

Eseosa Rain

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